{"id":5051,"date":"2026-03-06T12:26:17","date_gmt":"2026-03-06T12:26:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/theatre.local\/fragmenti-no-dokumentalo-stastu-un-dzejas-krajuma-neviens-tev-netices\/"},"modified":"2026-03-06T12:26:17","modified_gmt":"2026-03-06T12:26:17","slug":"fragmenti-no-dokumentalo-stastu-un-dzejas-krajuma-neviens-tev-netices","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theatre.kondrats.dev\/lv\/fragmenti-no-dokumentalo-stastu-un-dzejas-krajuma-neviens-tev-netices\/","title":{"rendered":"Fragmenti no dokument\u0101lo st\u0101stu un dzejas kr\u0101juma “Neviens tev netic\u0113s”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Gr\u0101mata “Neviens tev netic\u0113s<\/a>” ir literat\u016bras \u017eurn\u0101la “Punctum<\/a>” un dokument\u0101l\u0101s izst\u0101des un digit\u0101l\u0101s platformas “Lietisko pier\u0101d\u012bjumu muzejs<\/a>” sadarb\u012bbas projekts. T\u0101 m\u0113r\u0137is ir veicin\u0101t publiskaj\u0101 telp\u0101 atkl\u0101tu sarunu par vardarb\u012bbu \u0123imen\u0113, lai iedro\u0161in\u0101tu cietu\u0161os un veicin\u0101tu izmai\u0146as sabiedr\u012bbas izpratn\u0113 un attieksm\u0113 pret \u0161o sl\u0113pto probl\u0113mu, kas Latvij\u0101 skar katru tre\u0161o sievieti un noved pie let\u0101la izn\u0101kuma bie\u017e\u0101k nek\u0101 citur Eirop\u0101. Kr\u0101jum\u0101 “Neviens tev netic\u0113s” apkopoti Latvijas sievie\u0161u personiskie st\u0101sti no “Lietisko pier\u0101d\u012bjumu muzeja” kolekcijas un latvie\u0161u un britu liter\u0101tu jaunrad\u012bta dzeja par vardarb\u012bbu \u0123imen\u0113. Gr\u0101matas veido\u0161an\u0101 ir iesaist\u012bti tr\u012bsdesmit autori, tostarp Latvij\u0101 paz\u012bstami dzejnieki, k\u0101 Lote Vilma V\u012bti\u0146a, Madara Gruntmane, Ieva Viese-Vigula, Aivars Madris, Ligija Purina\u0161a, Anna Belkovska, Roberts Vilsons un citi.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2014\u2014 Jau kop\u0161 agras b\u0113rn\u012bbas bija zin\u0101ms, ka man\u0101 mazaj\u0101 dr\u0113bju skap\u012b starp jaun\u0101m, v\u0113l neuzvilkt\u0101m bl\u016bz\u0113m un d\u017eemperiem nez k\u0101p\u0113c ir pasl\u0113ptas pases un dzim\u0161anas apliec\u012bbas. Reiz\u0113m, kad biju viena, slepus t\u0101s apl\u016bkoju. P\u0113c k\u0101da laika man jau bija zin\u0101ms ar\u012b tas, ka gad\u012bjum\u0101, ja kaut kas notiek, t\u0101s par katru cenu j\u0101pa\u0137er l\u012bdzi. Atkal un atkal pirms aizmig\u0161anas, no gultas skatoties uz \u0161o skapi, r\u0113\u0137in\u0101ju, cik so\u013cu man vajadz\u0113s, lai l\u012bdz tam non\u0101ktu un t\u0101s tur atrastu, un cik daudz laika paies, lai izsviestu t\u0101s pa logu vai kop\u0101 ar t\u0101m pa garo gaiteni non\u0101ktu l\u012bdz \u0101rdurv\u012bm. Es neatceros, ka m\u0113s t\u0101s b\u016btu pa\u0146\u0113mu\u0161i l\u012bdzi agraj\u0101 r\u012bt\u0101, kad vien\u0101s pid\u017eam\u0101s, uzr\u0101vu\u0161i gumijniekus bas\u0101s k\u0101j\u0101s, trijat\u0101 izlav\u012bj\u0101mies marta nakt\u012b.<\/p>\n

\u2014\u2014 M\u0113s atkal str\u012bd\u0113j\u0101mies par kaut k\u0101diem s\u012bkumiem. Par to, ka esmu pa\u0146\u0113musi vi\u0146a omes kr\u016bzi vai ap\u0113dusi p\u0101r\u0101k daudz siera, kuru \u012bsten\u012bb\u0101 pati biju nopirkusi, bet, vi\u0146apr\u0101t, es tom\u0113nes par maz biju piedal\u012bjusies dz\u012bvok\u013ca finansi\u0101laj\u0101 atbalst\u0101, t\u0101tad tik daudz siera man nepien\u0101c\u0101s. Vi\u0146\u0161 st\u0101v durv\u012bs. Man n\u0101k raudiens. Es gribu aiziet, jo zinu, ka t\u016bl\u012bt teiks: \u201cTavas asaras man neko nenoz\u012bm\u0113,\u201d vai kaut ko taml\u012bdz\u012bgu. Gribu aiziet un iesl\u0113gties tualet\u0113 vai vannasistab\u0101. Vi\u0146\u0161 iest\u0101j\u0101s starp vannasistabu un virtuves durv\u012bm: \u201cNeej prom, kad es ar tevi run\u0101ju!\u201d<\/p>\n

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\nNakt\u012b, kad pametu m\u0101jas, es g\u0101ju prom, lai gan
\nvi\u0146\u0161 teica, lai atgrie\u017eos, no\u0137\u0113ru nakts autobusu
\nuz centru. Visapk\u0101rt bija jaunas sievietes,
\napvilku\u0161as dr\u0113bes, k\u0101das m\u0113dzu n\u0113s\u0101t es pati,
\nv\u012bdot kr\u016b\u0161turu lenc\u012bt\u0113m un kail\u0101m k\u0101j\u0101m, zvilnot k\u0101 ka\u0137i.
\nVi\u0146u smiekli skaloj\u0101s man p\u0101ri, autobusam
\ngr\u012b\u013cojoties un sv\u0101rstoties ap st\u016bri.
\nEs nekust\u0113jos, kam\u0113r vi\u0146as \u0161\u016bpoj\u0101s un g\u0101z\u0101s kaudz\u0113s.
\nPa logu v\u0113roju, k\u0101 v\u012brietis,
\npiespiedis portfeli pie kr\u016bt\u012bm, p\u0101rlec p\u0101ri pe\u013c\u0137ei,
\nsav\u0101ds un vienpatns dejot\u0101js.
\nVi\u0146\u0161 paskat\u012bj\u0101s uz mani un nov\u0113rs\u0101s.
\nKaut es var\u0113tu apgalvot, ka visu nakti paliku \u0101r\u0101
\nun manu dz\u012bvi piln\u012bb\u0101 izmain\u012bja satik\u0161an\u0101s ar k\u0101du
\nvientu\u013cnieku bez pajumtes, k\u0101du, kam kl\u0101j\u0101s slikt\u0101k nek\u0101 man,
\nvai pat, ka s\u0113d\u0113ju makdonald\u0101,
\ndz\u0113ru tas\u012bti p\u0113c tas\u012btes ar remdenu t\u0113ju
\nun nozv\u0113r\u0113jos nekad vairs pie vi\u0146a neatgriezties.
\nPaties\u012bba: es p\u0101r\u0101k baid\u012bjos cauru nakti palikt \u0101r\u0101,
\njo biju pazaud\u0113jusi savu dro\u0161sird\u012bbu.
\nEs devos pie m\u0101sas, lai gan zin\u0101ju,
\nka vi\u0146\u0161 mani atrad\u012bs. Tum\u0161\u0101 taka
\nun glieme\u017ev\u0101ku krauk\u0161\u0137\u0113\u0161ana zem k\u0101j\u0101m.
\nVi\u0146a d\u016bre pret durv\u012bm, atkal un atkal.
\nEs sapratu, ka vi\u0146\u0161 neatst\u0101sies, mald\u012bgi liku vi\u0146ai noprast,
\nka viss b\u016bs okei, tas ir vienk\u0101r\u0161i parasts str\u012bds.
\nPiespiedos nok\u0101pt lej\u0101 un iek\u0101pt vi\u0146a ma\u0161\u012bn\u0101.
\nUn to, kas notika t\u0101l\u0101k, kas tam sekoja,
\nes vairs neatceros. Es redzu to pa\u0161u, ko j\u016bs.
\nKa vi\u0146\u0161 sav\u0101 \u0101das jak\u0101 so\u013co pa taku.
\nKa es sekoju. Savu pakausi. Ka vi\u0146\u0161 smaida
\nun izsm\u0113j\u012bgi paklan\u0101s, atverot durvis.
\nKa mana m\u0101sa sakrustot\u0101m rok\u0101m
\nst\u0101v lieve\u0146a gaism\u0101, dusm\u012bga un klusa.<\/p>\n

\u2014\u2014 Man ir m\u012b\u013c\u0101kais kr\u0113sls, kur\u0101 man v\u0113l aizvien pat\u012bk s\u0113d\u0113t vakaros, dom\u0101t par pag\u0101ju\u0161o dienu, dzert v\u012bnu un las\u012bt gr\u0101matas. Ta\u010du da\u017ereiz uz to skatoties, es atceros, k\u0101 mans v\u012brs, kur\u0161 bija piedz\u0113ries, cent\u0101s mani no\u017e\u0146augt un nometa divus m\u0113ne\u0161us veco b\u0113rnu uz kr\u0113sla malas.
\nEs gul\u0113ju uz gr\u012bdas, kam\u0113r vi\u0146a rokas spieda ciet manu kaklu, un skat\u012bjos te vi\u0146a aptraku\u0161aj\u0101s ac\u012bs un dom\u0101ju, ka vi\u0146\u0161 mani t\u016bl\u012bt nogalin\u0101s, te \u2013 uz b\u0113rnu, kur\u0161 var\u0113ja nokrist uz gr\u012bdas. Vien\u0101 br\u012bd\u012b man rad\u0101s sp\u0113ks nogr\u016bst vi\u0146u no sevis, s\u0101kt kliegt, pa\u0137ert b\u0113rnu un saukt p\u0113c pal\u012bdz\u012bbas. P\u0113c tam man tuvie cilv\u0113ki teica, ka es, visticam\u0101k, pati vi\u0146u izprovoc\u0113ju. Kad p\u0113c diviem m\u0113ne\u0161iem aizg\u0101ju no vi\u0146a prom, m\u016bsu kop\u012bgie draugi man p\u0101rmeta, k\u0101 es t\u0101 var\u0113ju izr\u012bkoties ar tik labu cilv\u0113ku.<\/p>\n

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Gr\u0101mata “Neviens tev netic\u0113s” ir literat\u016bras \u017eurn\u0101la “Punctum” un dokument\u0101l\u0101s izst\u0101des un digit\u0101l\u0101s platformas “Lietisko pier\u0101d\u012bjumu muzejs” sadarb\u012bbas projekts. T\u0101 m\u0113r\u0137is ir veicin\u0101t publiskaj\u0101 telp\u0101 atkl\u0101tu sarunu par vardarb\u012bbu \u0123imen\u0113, lai iedro\u0161in\u0101tu cietu\u0161os un veicin\u0101tu izmai\u0146as sabiedr\u012bbas izpratn\u0113 un attieksm\u0113 pret \u0161o sl\u0113pto probl\u0113mu, kas Latvij\u0101 skar katru tre\u0161o sievieti un noved pie let\u0101la izn\u0101kuma bie\u017e\u0101k nek\u0101 citur Eirop\u0101.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5052,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"inline_featured_image":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[91],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5051","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-lasitava"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theatre.kondrats.dev\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5051","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theatre.kondrats.dev\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theatre.kondrats.dev\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theatre.kondrats.dev\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theatre.kondrats.dev\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5051"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/theatre.kondrats.dev\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5051\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theatre.kondrats.dev\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5052"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theatre.kondrats.dev\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5051"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theatre.kondrats.dev\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5051"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theatre.kondrats.dev\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5051"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}