{"id":5523,"date":"2022-10-31T19:08:24","date_gmt":"2022-10-31T19:08:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/theatre.local\/nelugtais-pakalpojums-ieva-velberga-stasti-par-nelaimigu-milestibu\/"},"modified":"2022-10-31T19:08:24","modified_gmt":"2022-10-31T19:08:24","slug":"nelugtais-pakalpojums-ieva-velberga-stasti-par-nelaimigu-milestibu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theatre.kondrats.dev\/lv\/nelugtais-pakalpojums-ieva-velberga-stasti-par-nelaimigu-milestibu\/","title":{"rendered":"Nel\u016bgtais pakalpojums: Ieva Velberga “St\u0101sti par nelaim\u012bgu m\u012blest\u012bbu”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Ieva Velberga ir viena no \u201cun tad durvis atkal atv\u0113r\u0101s\u201d \u2013 p\u0113c k\u0101 m\u0113s, skat\u012bt\u0101ji, \u0161obr\u012bd visvair\u0101k alkstam?\u201d (and then the doors opened again<\/em>) meistardarbn\u012bcas dal\u012bbniekiem. \u010cetru dienu laik\u0101 re\u017eisora Davida V\u0113bera-Krebsa (David Weber-Krebs<\/em>) un kuratora un dramaturga Simones Basani (Simone Basani<\/em>) vad\u012bb\u0101 \u010detri dal\u012bbnieki str\u0101d\u0101ja pie sav\u0101m nel\u016bgto pakalpojumu (Unrequested Services<\/em>) idej\u0101m. <\/strong><\/p>\n

“Homo Novus” festiv\u0101la laik\u0101 man tika dota iesp\u0113ja piedal\u012bties darbn\u012bc\u0101 \u201c\u201cun tad durvis atkal atv\u0113r\u0101s\u201d \u2013 p\u0113c k\u0101 m\u0113s, skat\u012bt\u0101ji, \u0161obr\u012bd visvair\u0101k alkstam?\u201d. \u010cetras intens\u012bvas dienas m\u0113s pavad\u012bj\u0101m, run\u0101jot par savu pieredzi, esot skat\u012bt\u0101ja lom\u0101. Sarunas par te\u0101tri un to, ko no t\u0101 sagaid\u0101m, ko taj\u0101 mekl\u0113jam un ko tas dara m\u016bsos, mani tik \u013coti iepriecin\u0101ja, katru vakaru biju pat\u012bkami nogurusi t\u0101, k\u0101 iesp\u0113jams nogurt tikai p\u0113c labi padar\u012bta darba. <\/p>\n

Pirmaj\u0101 dien\u0101 m\u0113s str\u0101d\u0101j\u0101m ar darbn\u012bcas vad\u012bt\u0101ja Davida V\u0113bera-Krebsa gr\u0101matu “and then the doors opened again”, kas nu jau ir k\u013cuvusi par v\u0113sturisku v\u0113rt\u012bbu, jo sev\u012b iek\u013cauj pand\u0113mijas atrais\u012bto izt\u0113li par te\u0101tra n\u0101kotni. M\u0113s sarun\u0101j\u0101mies gan par te\u0101tri, gan par dz\u012bvi, gan par \u0161\u012bm e-pasta v\u0113stul\u0113m, kur\u0101s katrs sav\u0101 form\u0101 ir nol\u0113mis atbild\u0113t uz Davida uzdoto jaut\u0101jumu. Bija interesanti to las\u012bt tagad, esot \u201cotr\u0101 pus\u0113\u201d pand\u0113mijai. Da\u017ei no e-pastiem man lika atcer\u0113ties ar\u012b manu p\u0113d\u0113jo g\u0101jienu uz te\u0101tri pirms pand\u0113mijas s\u0101kuma \u2013 uz izr\u0101di \u201cP\u016bt, v\u0113ji\u0146i!\u201d Nacion\u0101laj\u0101 te\u0101tr\u012b 12. mart\u0101. Taj\u0101 vakar\u0101 te\u0101tr\u012b raud\u0101ju \u2013 gan par skaisto izr\u0101di, gan nezi\u0146u, apjukumu un neparedzamo r\u012btdienu. Braucot m\u0101j\u0101s, uzzin\u0101ju par Latvijas vald\u012bbas pazi\u0146ojumu \u2013 pand\u0113mija ir s\u0101kusies, un tagad paliksim m\u0101j\u0101s. <\/p>\n

Davids un Simone ar\u012b veidoju\u0161i fokusgrupas da\u017e\u0101d\u0101s pasaules viet\u0101s, ieskaitot R\u012bgu un R\u0113zekni, kur\u0101s sarun\u0101ju\u0161ies ar cilv\u0113kiem, kas skat\u0101s te\u0101tri. Otraj\u0101 dien\u0101 m\u0113s las\u012bj\u0101m \u0161\u012bs sarunas, apspried\u0101m t\u0101s un cent\u0101mies at\u0161\u0137etin\u0101t to, kas skat\u012bt\u0101jam ir svar\u012bgs un k\u0101 skat\u012bt\u0101js uztver p\u0101rmai\u0146as te\u0101tr\u012b p\u0113c pand\u0113mijas. Vai p\u0101rmai\u0146as visp\u0101r notiek? Viena no interv\u0113taj\u0101m d\u0101m\u0101m teica, ka \u201cte\u0101tris ir nevis \u0101rpus dz\u012bves, bet gan da\u013ca no dz\u012bves\u201d un ka te\u0101tris ir \u201ctuvums, no k\u0101 nav iesp\u0113jams izb\u0113gt\u201d. No intervij\u0101m izv\u0113l\u0113j\u0101mies un pierakst\u012bj\u0101m izmekl\u0113tus atsl\u0113gv\u0101rdus, \u0161oreiz tie bija: \u201cesi atv\u0113rts\u201d (be available) un \u201cparal\u0113l\u0101 pasaule\u201d (parallel universe). Dienas beig\u0101s izloz\u0113j\u0101m atsl\u0113gv\u0101rdus, kuriem vajadz\u0113tu kalpot k\u0101 pal\u012bgam, lai past\u0101st\u012btu p\u0101r\u0113jiem par k\u0101du \u012bpa\u0161u pieredzi k\u0101 skat\u012bt\u0101jam. <\/p>\n

Tre\u0161o dienu s\u0101k\u0101m ar ros\u012b\u0161anos skatuves b\u016bvniec\u012bbai, kas notika fon\u0101 (atkal esam skat\u012bt\u0101ji), un savu darbu prezent\u0113\u0161anu. \u0160o mazo performan\u010du laik\u0101 dom\u0101ju par to, k\u0101du m\u0113s v\u0113lamies redz\u0113t te\u0101tri, cik form\u0101lu vai neform\u0101lu to iedom\u0101jamies; m\u016bsu piered\u017eu apkopo\u0161ana esot skat\u012bt\u0101ja lom\u0101 izce\u013c te\u0101tra main\u012bgo formu. \u0160\u0137iet, tie\u0161i t\u0101 paveras atsl\u0113ga uz to, k\u0101p\u0113c te\u0101tris dz\u012bvo cauri paaudz\u0113m un ir tik \u013coti svar\u012bga, neat\u0146emama kult\u016bras sast\u0101vda\u013ca \u2013 tas main\u0101s l\u012bdzi cilv\u0113kiem, l\u012bdzi dz\u012bvei un pasaulei. Te\u0101tris, kas ir da\u013ca no dz\u012bves, ir sp\u0113j\u012bgs tai piln\u012bb\u0101 piel\u0101goties. <\/p>\n

Darbn\u012bcas beig\u0101s mums j\u0101veido pakalpojums, ko neviens nav l\u016bdzis (Unrequested Service) jebk\u0101d\u0101 form\u0101t\u0101. Man n\u0101c\u0101s par to ilgi dom\u0101t, un, v\u0113rojot pasauli sev apk\u0101rt, sapratu, ka esmu skat\u012bt\u0101ja tik daudziem m\u012blasst\u0101stiem, tik daudz\u0101m dz\u012bv\u0113m, ko liktenis met l\u012bklo\u010dos un nes pret straumi. Da\u017eus no \u0161o tuv\u0101ku un t\u0101l\u0101ku draugu un pazi\u0146u st\u0101stiem esmu iet\u0113rpusi v\u0101rdos, neatkl\u0101jot vi\u0146u paties\u0101s identit\u0101tes, bet gan aprakstot vi\u0146u pieredzi ar nelaim\u012bgu m\u012blest\u012bbu vai nepiepild\u012btu kaisl\u012bbu virpu\u013ciem. Man \u0161ie st\u0101sti \u0161\u0137iet interesanti, jo tie ir dz\u012bvi. Es ceru, ka, lasot \u0161os st\u0101stus, k\u0101ds jut\u012bsies maz\u0101k viens un k\u0101ds cits priec\u0101sies, ka pieredze, kas l\u012bdzin\u0101s vi\u0146a pieredzei, ir tikusi dokument\u0113ta, un, pateicoties digit\u0101lajam laikmetam, padar\u012bta m\u016b\u017e\u012bga. <\/p>\n

St\u0101sti par nelaim\u012bgu m\u012blest\u012bbu
\nLoving is short, but forgetting is so long. \u2013 Pablo Neruda <\/em><\/p>\n

I
\nVi\u0146ai \u0161odien ir dzim\u0161anas diena. Vi\u0146as mugursoma ir smaga, taj\u0101 \u0161\u016bpojas ar\u012b plastmasas maisi\u0146\u0161 ar kon\u010d\u0101m, ko vi\u0146a izdal\u012bs klasesbiedriem. Vi\u0146\u0161 ir vec\u0101ks. Vi\u0146a zina, ka j\u0101gaida vi\u0146\u0161 pie skap\u012b\u0161iem, vi\u0146\u0161 pievilks vi\u0146u sev kl\u0101t un nosk\u016bpst\u012bs, jo vi\u0146ai ir dzim\u0161anas diena, un vi\u0146i v\u0113l\u0113sies kop\u0101 aizb\u0113gt. Vi\u0146a gaida; apavi ir p\u0101rvilkti, un biolo\u0123ijas gr\u0101mata ir piespiesta pie kr\u016bt\u012bm. Vi\u0146a gaida, un pirmais zvans, kas liek iet uz stundu, vi\u0146u nebied\u0113. Vi\u0146\u0161 neatn\u0101k.
\nVi\u0146\u0161 v\u0113l\u0101k vi\u0146ai st\u0101sta, ka t\u0101 otr\u0101 ne\u013c\u0101vusi vi\u0146am atn\u0101kt. Vi\u0146a s\u0113d\u0113jusi vi\u0146am blakus, centusies saprast matem\u0101tikas m\u0101jasdarbu un apv\u012bt savas rokas ap vi\u0146a kr\u016bt\u012bm. Ak, t\u0101 bija vi\u0146a? T\u0101 otr\u0101, kura jau m\u0113ne\u0161iem ne\u013cauj vi\u0146am run\u0101t par \u0161\u0137ir\u0161anos, bet gan izvair\u0101s no \u0161\u012b temata; t\u0101 otr\u0101, kura pati zina, ka nav vi\u0146am \u012bst\u0101, bet vi\u0146ai bail no vientul\u012bbas. Tai otrajai bail no vi\u0146as jaun\u012bbas, spar\u012bguma un skaistuma. Vi\u0146\u0161 vi\u0146u ir pa\u0146\u0113mis kl\u0113p\u012b un ar pirkstu galiem tausta vi\u0146as d\u017einsu kabatas. \u201cVi\u0146a kontrol\u0113, ko es daru vakaros. T\u0101p\u0113c nevaru tev piezvan\u012bt.\u201d Elektr\u012bbas l\u0101di\u0146\u0161 pl\u016bst un sapl\u016bst dusm\u0101s. Ko gan t\u0101 otr\u0101 iedom\u0101jas?
\nBet tom\u0113r vi\u0146ai n\u0101kas skat\u012bties, k\u0101 n\u0101kamaj\u0101 starpbr\u012bd\u012b vi\u0146i iet pa gaiteni roku rok\u0101. Vi\u0146\u0161 ir vec\u0101ks, un t\u0101 otr\u0101 ir ie\u0137\u0113rusies vi\u0146a rok\u0101, kuru vi\u0146\u0161 ir ielicis vi\u0146as d\u017einsu aizmugur\u0113j\u0101 kabat\u0101. Vi\u0146a pagrie\u017eas pret logu un aizver acis. N\u0101kamaj\u0101 stund\u0101 vi\u0146a neierodas. Vi\u0146a dodas taisn\u0101 ce\u013c\u0101 lej\u0101 pa k\u0101pn\u0113m un atver durvis. Vi\u0146\u0161 paties\u012bb\u0101 m\u012bl mani, vi\u0146a izspie\u017e caur asar\u0101m. T\u0101 otr\u0101 ne\u013cauj vi\u0146am tikties ar mani, ne ar vienu. Vi\u0146i vienk\u0101r\u0161i visu laiku ir divi. Bet paties\u012bb\u0101 vi\u0146\u0161 v\u0113las b\u016bt ar mani.
\nVi\u0146a nop\u016b\u0161 svec\u012btes, t\u0101s ir tr\u012bsdesmit piecas. Vi\u0146as ar draudzen\u0113m s\u0113\u017e pie galda un p\u013c\u0101p\u0101. Vi\u0146a \u0161eit nav. Ball\u012bt\u0113 vi\u0146a \u0161ampanieti dzer par sp\u012bti; vi\u0146a net\u012b\u0161\u0101m uzd\u016brusies t\u0101s otr\u0101s Facebook profilam. Vi\u0146iem ir piedzimis b\u0113rns. <\/p>\n

II
\nKad Ren\u0101tes klasesbiedrenes spiegdamas un sarkdamas sm\u0113j\u0101s un p\u0101rsteigti virin\u0101ja mutes par viet\u0113j\u0101m baum\u0101m, vi\u0146a smaid\u012bja l\u012bdzi. Vi\u0146ai patika jokoties un priec\u0101ties, vi\u0146ai lik\u0101s jautri, kad skolot\u0101ji vi\u0146u jauca ar sola biedreni. Vi\u0146ai bija sare\u017e\u0123\u012btas attiec\u012bbas ar pui\u0161iem. Bie\u017ei lik\u0101s, ka vi\u0146i vi\u0146u nepatiesi aizvaino, aizvaino pat nepamanot. Vi\u0146a stund\u0101m ilgi ar vi\u0146iem str\u012bd\u0113j\u0101s, gar\u0101s, nesaprotam\u0101s WhatsApp zi\u0146\u0101s, kas apsp\u012bd\u0113ja vi\u0146as seju nakt\u012b pirms skolas. Ren\u0101tei bija svar\u012bgi, lai vi\u0146a atrastu \u012bsto. Vi\u0146a neuzskat\u012bja, ka tas sak\u0101rtos visas probl\u0113mas, bet bija p\u0101rliecin\u0101ta, ka daudz ko main\u012bs. Vi\u0146ai b\u016bs k\u0101ds, uz kuru pa\u013cauties, kur\u0161 b\u016bs dro\u0161s un saproto\u0161s un dom\u0101s t\u0101pat k\u0101 vi\u0146a. Vi\u0146ai nevajadz\u0113s uztraukties par to, kur un k\u0101 dz\u012bvot, ko dar\u012bt un k\u0101 b\u016bt. Vi\u0146a to izdom\u0101s kop\u0101 ar vi\u0146u. Ren\u0101te v\u0113l\u0113j\u0101s \u0161os l\u0113mumus pie\u0146emt kop\u0101 ar savu puisi. Un tad vi\u0146a vi\u0146u atrada. J\u0101nis vi\u0146ai \u0161\u0137ita tie\u0161i tik dro\u0161s un stabils, tie\u0161i t\u0101ds, k\u0101du vi\u0146a mekl\u0113ja. Vi\u0146\u0161 m\u0101c\u012bj\u0101s kaut ko par datoriem un nevajadz\u0113ja ilgu laiku, lai abi nolemtu dz\u012bvot kop\u0101. Kad Ren\u0101te satika J\u0101\u0146a vec\u0101kus, vi\u0146a mammai Ren\u0101te nepatika. To vi\u0146a joproj\u0101m nojau\u0161. Vi\u0146ai ir p\u012brsings degun\u0101 un vair\u0101ki izdurti caurumi aus\u012bs. Vi\u0146a saprot, ka nemekl\u0113s nevienu citu. Vienreiz vi\u0146a pat pateica draudzen\u0113m, ka \u201cnav jau vairs tas vecums b\u016bt tik \u013coti izv\u0113l\u012bgai\u201d. Ren\u0101te nejuta p\u0101r\u0101k lielu romantiku, vi\u0146as attiec\u012bbas ar J\u0101ni \u0101tri k\u013cuva vienmu\u013cas un iepriek\u0161 apr\u0113\u0137in\u0101tas. Vi\u0146ai tas pat \u0161\u0137ita lab\u0101k, jo neb\u016bs p\u0101rsteigumu. Bija ikdieni\u0161\u0137i str\u012bdi un jaut\u0101jumi par attiec\u012bbu n\u0101kotni, ta\u010du vi\u0146i abi nojauta, ka ir p\u0101r\u0101k \u0113rti iek\u0101rtoju\u0161ies, lai \u0161\u0137irtos. Kaisl\u012bbas? M\u012blest\u012bba? Kop\u012bgi b\u0113rni n\u0101kotn\u0113? Atbildi vi\u0146a nezin\u0101ja un diez vai v\u0113l\u0113j\u0101s uzzin\u0101t.<\/p>\n

III
\nVi\u0146i satik\u0101s ce\u013cojum\u0101. Jana bija nesen no\u012br\u0113jusi dz\u012bvokli \u0100genskaln\u0101 un ar za\u013c\u0101s t\u0113jas kr\u016bzi rok\u0101 noraudz\u012bj\u0101s saull\u0113kt\u0101, kas izgaismoja dz\u012bvok\u013ca dzelteno sienu. Vi\u0146ai nepietr\u016bka valsts, no kuras vi\u0146a atbrauca. Vi\u0146u interes\u0113ja pasaules daudzveid\u012bba, t\u0101p\u0113c vi\u0146a samaks\u0101ja par ce\u013cojumu uz Norv\u0113\u0123iju, kur divpadsmit dienu laik\u0101 interesenti tika aicin\u0101ti p\u0101rvar\u0113t bailes no augstuma un doties p\u0101rg\u0101jienos, mekl\u0113jot kalnu ezerus. Oran\u017eais \u010demod\u0101ns bija piekrauts ar l\u0113tiem vilnas d\u017eemperiem, vi\u0146as m\u012b\u013c\u0101ko kr\u016bzi un ze\u0137\u0113m. Vi\u0146a nesa l\u012bdzi v\u0101rdn\u012bcu un \u013c\u0101va melnajiem matiem izmirkt r\u012bta ras\u0101 kalna pak\u0101j\u0113.
\nKristofers, dz\u012bves nogurdin\u0101ts, bija ieradies mekl\u0113t iedvesmu. Vi\u0146\u0161 zin\u0101ja, cik kli\u0161ejiski tas skan, tom\u0113r sv\u0113ti tic\u0113ja tam, ka kalnu gaiss sp\u0113s iz\u0101rst\u0113t vi\u0146a alkas p\u0113c \u201c\u012bstas dz\u012bves\u201d. Vi\u0146\u0161 smar\u017eoja p\u0113c t\u012br\u012bbas un gr\u0101mat\u0101m, p\u0113c saul\u0113 uzkarsu\u0161a un lietus atspirdzin\u0101ta asfalta, p\u0113c prie\u017eu me\u017ea un s\u0113\u0146u groza.
\nJana vi\u0146u v\u0113roja visu vakaru; vi\u0146\u0161 vi\u0146u pierun\u0101ja dejot tautas dejas pie norv\u0113\u0123u m\u016bzikas un skat\u012bj\u0101s ac\u012bs tik stipri un neatlaid\u012bgi, ka vi\u0146ai n\u0101c\u0101s nov\u0113rsties. Jana visu vakaru dom\u0101ja par to, ka jau p\u0113c \u010detr\u0101m dien\u0101m ir j\u0101brauc m\u0101j\u0101s. Vi\u0146\u0161 bija vi\u0146ai padevis roku, ejot pa akme\u0146ain\u0101m tak\u0101m starp kalniem, un kop\u0101 vi\u0146i nofotograf\u0113j\u0101s pie ezera; \u016bdens taj\u0101 bija tikpat zils k\u0101 vi\u0146a acis. Jana to vi\u0146am pateica un redz\u0113ja, k\u0101 Kristofers mulst vi\u0146as priek\u0161\u0101.
\nKristofers aplika rokas ap vi\u0146as pleciem un piespieda sev kl\u0101t; vi\u0146\u0161 apsol\u012bja, ka atbrauks un piecas reizes vaic\u0101ja, vai vi\u0146a iedevusi vi\u0146am pareizo adresi. Vi\u0146a sm\u0113j\u0101s un nosk\u016bpst\u012bja vi\u0146u. Vi\u0146\u0161 apsol\u012bja, ka atbrauks. Ne vienu reizi vien. Un Jana zin\u0101ja, ka t\u0101 b\u016bs.
\nToreiz vi\u0146\u0161 atbrauca p\u0101ris dienas p\u0113c Ziemassv\u0113tkiem. Vi\u0146\u0161 bija atvedis sieru un \u0161okol\u0101di, vi\u0146a v\u0101r\u012bja t\u0113ju un gatavoja su\u0161i. Vi\u0146i s\u0113d\u0113ja uz pakl\u0101ja Janas dz\u012bvokl\u012b un skat\u012bj\u0101s l\u012bdzpa\u0146emt\u0101s b\u0113rn\u012bbas fotogr\u0101fijas, sm\u0113j\u0101s, vi\u0146\u0161 palika pa nakti. Vi\u0146\u0161 no r\u012bta cepa omleti, un vi\u0146i g\u0101ja staig\u0101t pa R\u012bgu; Janai lik\u0101s, ka \u0161aj\u0101s dien\u0101s pasaul\u0113 nav cilv\u0113ku, bija tikai vi\u0146i. Abi st\u0101j\u0101s pret\u012b salam, un vi\u0146a vilka Kristofera d\u017eemperi zem savas jakas. Vi\u0146i sild\u012bja rokas pie karstas t\u0113jas un viens otra cimdos. Vi\u0146i negrib\u0113ja atvad\u012bties.
\nVi\u0146a kav\u0113ja laiku un aicin\u0101ja ciemos draudzenes. M\u0113s s\u0113d\u0113j\u0101m vi\u0146as viesistab\u0101 un dz\u0113r\u0101m t\u0113ju, klaus\u012bj\u0101mies radio un \u0113d\u0101m zivju picu. Vi\u0146a r\u0101d\u012bja bildes, un es st\u0101st\u012bju par savu mammu \u2013 skolot\u0101ju, no kuras m\u0101cos visu. Jana lepoj\u0101s ar Kristoferu. Vi\u0146i nebija par to run\u0101ju\u0161i… Vai vi\u0146i bija kop\u0101? Jaut\u0101jums \u0161\u0137ita tik trivi\u0101ls, un p\u0113k\u0161\u0146i tas bija viss, par ko vi\u0146a var\u0113ja dom\u0101t. Es \u0161\u0137irst\u012bju bildes no Norv\u0113\u0123ijas brauciena, m\u0113s dal\u012bj\u0101mies iespaidos par kalnu tak\u0101m un to, cik bie\u017ei tur j\u0101izmanto lietus m\u0113telis \u2013 kalnu laikapst\u0101k\u013ci ir neparedzami. Es skat\u012bjos uz Kristoferu un Janu pie kalnu ezera un jaut\u0101ju, vai vi\u0146a vi\u0146u m\u012bl. Vi\u0146a nosarka un ilgi klus\u0113ja.
\nEs ar vi\u0146u satikos divas ned\u0113\u013cas v\u0113l\u0101k, un m\u0113s run\u0101j\u0101m par lekciju sarakstu, darba iesp\u0113j\u0101m un neticami d\u0101rg\u0101m gr\u0101mat\u0101m. \u201cEs iz\u0161\u0137\u012bros no Kristofera,\u201d Jana pazi\u0146oja. Es noriju savu kafijas malku un pac\u0113lu skatienu. \u201cJa? Tu gribi izst\u0101st\u012bt?\u201d es piesardz\u012bgi vaic\u0101ju un v\u0113roju vi\u0146u. Vi\u0146a savilka jakas piedurknes zem\u0101k p\u0101ri rok\u0101m un uzlika elko\u0146us uz ce\u013cgaliem, virzoties tuv\u0101k zemajam kafijas galdi\u0146am. \u201cKad tu toreiz man pajaut\u0101ji, vai…\u201d vi\u0146a ies\u0101ka un cie\u0161i v\u0113roja mani, \u201ces sapratu, ka n\u0113.\u201d<\/p>\n

IV
\nEs atkal gandr\u012bz vi\u0146\u0101 ieskr\u0113ju, mainoties \u0161aurajos gaite\u0146os. Vi\u0146a d\u017eemperis tik saldi smar\u017eoja p\u0113c odekolona un vi\u0146\u0161 iesm\u0113j\u0101s, kad sastap\u0101mies. \u201cPiedod,\u201d vi\u0146\u0161 teica un pag\u0101ja man gar\u0101m. Es knapi sp\u0113ju kaut ko atsmaid\u012bt atpaka\u013c, vi\u0146\u0161 jau bija prom. Es vi\u0146u v\u0113roju un pr\u0101toju, k\u0101 tas var\u0113ja gad\u012bties. M\u0113s bie\u017ei saskr\u0113j\u0101mies gaite\u0146os, pie meiten\u0113m bibliot\u0113k\u0101 vai p\u012bp\u0113tav\u0101. Vi\u0146\u0161 man iedeva cigareti, un tad izr\u0101d\u012bj\u0101s, ka vi\u0146am ir tikai viens s\u0113rkoci\u0146\u0161. Vi\u0146\u0161 aizdedzin\u0101ja savu cigareti, pa\u0146\u0113ma manu un salika to galus kop\u0101. To otru vi\u0146\u0161 atdeva man un tad ievilka d\u016bmus plau\u0161\u0101s un izp\u016bta. M\u0113s klus\u0113j\u0101m, es \u013c\u0101vu, lai nesenais intimit\u0101tes mirklis nost\u0101jas starp mums, lai mana sirds beidz dauz\u012bties aus\u012bs un lai vi\u0146\u0161 uz mani paskat\u0101s. Vi\u0146\u0161 pac\u0113la acis, pasmaid\u012bja un atkal t\u0101s nolaida. Es grib\u0113ju vi\u0146u nosk\u016bpst\u012bt, ap\u0137erties ap kaklu, bet t\u0101 viet\u0101 teicu: \u201cVecmod\u012bgi.\u201d
\nVi\u0146\u0161 pac\u0113la uzaci: \u201cKas tie\u0161i?\u201d
\n\u201cS\u0113rkoci\u0146i cigaret\u0113m.\u201d
\nVi\u0146\u0161 pa\u0161\u016bpoja galvu un nokrat\u012bja pelnus no cigaretes gala.
\nM\u016bsu dz\u012bves diagrammas sask\u0101r\u0101s vair\u0101kas reizes dien\u0101; kad lietain\u0101 dien\u0101 noliku savu lietussargu blakus vi\u0146a lietussargam; taj\u0101 reiz\u0113, kad pa\u0146\u0113mu vair\u0101kas salvetes m\u016bsu galdi\u0146am, un vienu pa\u0146\u0113ma vi\u0146\u0161, pateic\u012bb\u0101 pam\u0101dams ar galvu; p\u0113c darba dienas beig\u0101m, kad uz trep\u0113m bij\u0101m divi vien, vi\u0146\u0161 ar zodu pam\u0101ja man un m\u0113s pa\u0161\u0137\u012br\u0101mies zem oktobra saulrieta debes\u012bm.
\nTaj\u0101 vasar\u0101, kad beidzot sa\u0146\u0113mos atz\u012bties, man mugur\u0101 bija zila kleita. Vi\u0146\u0161 smaid\u012bja pie kafijas apr\u0101ta, un man\u012b vi\u013c\u0146oja trauksme. M\u0113s run\u0101j\u0101m pusstundu. Daudz run\u0101ju es. Un tad m\u0113s daudz klus\u0113j\u0101m. Vi\u0146\u0161 v\u0113roja, k\u0101 aizeju. Viss, viss vi\u0146\u0101 bija iek\u0101rojams, vi\u0146\u0161 kod\u012bja l\u016bpas un vien\u0101 br\u012bd\u012b uz vi\u0146a zobiem man\u012bju asinis, pat t\u0101s bija pievilc\u012bgas. Es jutu sevi sagr\u016bstam zem ne\u017e\u0113l\u012bg\u0101s un aukst\u0101s paties\u012bbas svara \u2013 esmu iem\u012bl\u0113jusies negl\u0101bjami, bezcer\u012bgi un pavisam. Es smaid\u012bju par br\u012bvdienu rais\u012bto atelpu un dom\u0101ju par vi\u0146a za\u013caj\u0101m ac\u012bm. Es centos aizmirst, k\u0101 t\u0101s maina kr\u0101su tie\u0161os saules staros un k\u0101 aptum\u0161ojas, iest\u0101joties vakaram. Es priec\u0101jos par vasaras kr\u0113slu togad un pirmdienu r\u012btiem, bet vairs nesp\u0113ju pacelt skatienu, lai censtos notvert vi\u0146\u0113jo. Es grib\u0113ju noiet no skatuves un pamest \u0161o izr\u0101di, man lik\u0101s, ka jau esmu sp\u0113l\u0113jusi pietiekami. Sp\u0113l\u0113t vienai ir p\u0101r\u0101k s\u0101p\u012bgi.<\/p>\n

V
\nM\u0113s dz\u012bvojam uz skatuves. M\u016bsu skatuvei ir \u010detras ielas, kas krustojas laukum\u0101. Tur ir veikals, sv\u0113tdien\u0101s tur notiek sak\u0146u tirgus, un pirms skolas m\u0113s tur p\u0113rkam jaunas ze\u0137es un mugursomas.
\n1. c\u0113liens
\nZini, ko es uzzin\u0101ju? Inga esot nol\u0113musi prec\u0113ties. Kur\u0161 tad bija vi\u0146as l\u012bgavainis? Abi esot satiku\u0161ies darb\u0101 un dr\u012bz viens otr\u0101 ieskat\u012bju\u0161ies, un tagad svin\u0113s k\u0101zas. Jura onkulis teica, ka no drauga dzird\u0113jis, ka vi\u0146i prec\u0113sies ruden\u012b. Vi\u0146as l\u012bgavaini sauca M\u0101rcis; vi\u0146a mamma str\u0101d\u0101ja veikal\u0101. M\u0101rcis m\u0101c\u012bj\u0101s augstskol\u0101, bet grib\u0113ja palikt dz\u012bvot \u0161eit. Vi\u0146i p\u0101rv\u0101c\u0101s uz dz\u012bvi maz\u0101 m\u0101ji\u0146\u0101 net\u0101lu no aptiekas. Inga bija tikko pabeigusi vidusskolu.
\n2. c\u0113liens
\nNu, Ingai jau piedzima tas b\u0113bis? Vi\u0146ai b\u016bs meiti\u0146a, bet Martas tante teica, ka Ingai baigi lielais v\u0113ders. Pie Ingas atbrauca Kate. Vi\u0146a jau tagad lielpils\u0113tas d\u0101ma, Annas tante saka, ka vi\u0146a palikusi traki lepna, iebrauc ciemos tik t\u0101, lai par\u0101d\u012btu, ka ir tikusi prom. Vi\u0146as ar Ingu iet sadevu\u0161\u0101s elko\u0146os, t\u0101pat k\u0101 k\u0101dreiz g\u0101ja p\u0113c skolas beig\u0101m. Vi\u0146as smejas un jokojas, un run\u0101jas. Inga esot savu meiti\u0146u nosaukusi par Agitu.
\n3. c\u0113liens
\nM\u0101rcim pie rokas Agita. Nu, for\u0161a jau t\u0101 maz\u0101 meiten\u012bte, bet es skat\u012bjos, t\u0101da nek\u0101rt\u012bga m\u0101ja. It k\u0101 tev t\u0101 m\u0101ja b\u016btu daudz t\u012br\u0101ka! N\u0113, n\u0113, bet ir ta\u010du kaut k\u0101da t\u012br\u012bba, kas katrai sievietei m\u0101j\u0101s j\u0101iev\u0113ro. Es saprotu, net\u012bri jumta kori un necel kartupe\u013cu maisus \u0101r\u0101 no pagraba, bet sav\u0101c ta\u010du t\u0101s mantas apk\u0101rt. T\u0101 jau iet t\u0101m, kas tik agri apprecas.
\n4. c\u0113liens
\nAgita, kas ir ratos? Tur ir b\u0101lis, vi\u0146u sauc Loberts. Inga smejas un izlabo, tas ir Roberts, Agiti\u0146, vai ne? Tavs br\u0101l\u012btis. Agita dr\u012bz s\u0101k\u0161ot iet b\u0113rnud\u0101rz\u0101, pagaid\u0101m tur nav vietu. Nez, ko t\u0101 Inga var\u0113s iem\u0101c\u012bt b\u0113rnam, s\u0113\u017eot m\u0101j\u0101s ar otru b\u0113rnu\u2026 Nez, vai tik \u0101tri vajadz\u0113ja to otro?
\n5. c\u0113liens
\nKate uzaicin\u0101ja ar\u012b Ingu uz vi\u0146u balli, vi\u0146i svin mammas un pat\u0113va k\u0101zu jubileju. Inga aizbrauca p\u0113c kleitas uz Jelgavu un sv\u0113tku galdam apsol\u012bj\u0101s izcept k\u016bku. Eu, bet kur tad t\u0101 Inga ir? Tikko v\u0113l s\u0113d\u0113ja pie galda, tagad jau visi ciemi\u0146i kaut kur pakl\u012bdu\u0161i… Kate, vi\u0146as pat\u0113vs Lauris un Inga s\u0113\u017e uz soli\u0146a m\u0101jas gal\u0101 un dala Laura doto cigareti. Vi\u0146i smejas par to reizi, kad meitenes, labu grib\u0113damas, v\u0101r\u012bja piene\u0146u medu un taj\u0101 net\u012b\u0161\u0101m iekrita ze\u0137e, kas bija pak\u0101rta virs pl\u012bts, lai iz\u017e\u016btu. Kad Kate piec\u0113l\u0101s, lai pa\u0146emtu v\u0113l vienu gl\u0101zi l\u0113t\u0101 v\u012bna, Inga sajuta Laura smago plaukstu uz sava ce\u013cgala. Vi\u0146a pasmaid\u012bja un cigaretes pelnu liesma bija vien\u012bg\u0101, kas \u0161o mirkli sp\u0113ja iem\u016b\u017ein\u0101t.
\n6. c\u0113liens
\nTagad jau Roberts ies uz d\u0101rzi\u0146u, vai ne? Un k\u0101 M\u0101rcim? Gr\u016bts darbs? Jau tas, ka tas ir darbs, ir pietiekami gr\u016bti, bet ir vis\u0101di. Vi\u0146\u0161 jau daudz nest\u0101sta, m\u0101j\u0101s esot j\u0101audzina b\u0113rni, nevis par darbu j\u0101run\u0101. Kate esot apprec\u0113jusies. J\u0101, man teica Annas tante, vi\u0146a braukusi ar Kates mammu vien\u0101 autobus\u0101 no kapiem, abas izrun\u0101ju\u0161as visu. Labs v\u012brs Katei esot pagad\u012bjies, un k\u0101zas skaistas.
\n7. c\u0113liens
\nVi\u0146\u0161 esot no vi\u0146as iz\u0161\u0137\u012bries un aizg\u0101jis pie citas. Nu, nu, kura tad ir t\u0101 cita? Es jau varu teikt, bet tu tak netic\u0113si. Vi\u0146a izmetusi savu v\u012bru no m\u0101jas un pa\u0146\u0113musi \u0161ito viet\u0101. Nu, kura? Inga. Kura Inga? M\u0101r\u010da Inga! Vi\u0146a esot pirms vair\u0101kiem gadiem jau iem\u012bl\u0113jusies Laur\u012b, tikai vis\u0101di trauc\u0113k\u013ci, v\u012brs, b\u0113rni. Nu tad beidzot esot sa\u0146\u0113mu\u0161ies. Ar savas draudzenes pat\u0113vu? Nevar b\u016btu, tu kaut ko neesi sajaukusi? Inga izmeta v\u012bru no m\u0101jas, j\u0101, j\u0101, izmeta, vi\u0146\u0161 tagad darb\u0101 dz\u012bvo, un ieaicin\u0101jusi savu Lauri pie sevis. Un Lauris \u2013 tas ta\u010du Ingai par t\u0113vu der! Vi\u0146i ta\u010du paz\u012bstami kop\u0161 Ingas piekt\u0101s klases, kad Zanda ar Lauri prec\u0113j\u0101s. <\/p>\n

Par projektu<\/strong>
\n2020. gada 8. apr\u012bl\u012b, Eiropas pirm\u0101 Covid-19 vi\u013c\u0146a laik\u0101, m\u0101kslinieks Davids V\u0113bers-Krebss pied\u0101v\u0101ja saviem kol\u0113\u0123iem vis\u0101 pasaul\u0113 piedal\u012bties kolekt\u012bv\u0101 izt\u0113les projekt\u0101. Vi\u0146\u0161 l\u016bdza e-past\u0101 uzrakst\u012bt, k\u0101du vi\u0146i izt\u0113lojas te\u0101tra n\u0101kotni tie\u0161i \u0161aj\u0101 br\u012bd\u012b, kad te\u0101tri ir sl\u0113gti un nav zin\u0101ms, kad, k\u0101 un vai visp\u0101r tiks atkal atv\u0113rti. Sa\u0146emt\u0101s atbildes tika apkopotas gr\u0101mat\u0101 \u201cun tad durvis atkal atv\u0113r\u0101s\u201d, kas izn\u0101ca 2020. gada septembr\u012b izdevniec\u012bb\u0101 Onomatopee. Kop\u0161 t\u0101 laika gr\u0101mata kalpo k\u0101 instruments, ar kura pal\u012bdz\u012bbu izteikt turpm\u0101kus min\u0113jumus un dal\u012bties p\u0101rdom\u0101s par skat\u012bt\u0101ja lomu pand\u0113mijas laik\u0101 un p\u0113c t\u0101s. Davids V\u0113bers-Krebss un Simone Basani ar to ir viesoju\u0161ies da\u017e\u0101d\u0101s pils\u0113t\u0101s (Brisel\u0113, Skopj\u0113, Roterdam\u0101), apmekl\u0113jot te\u0101trus un sarun\u0101joties ar te\u0101tra apmekl\u0113t\u0101jiem kl\u0101tienes un tie\u0161saistes darbn\u012bc\u0101s. 2021. gada vasar\u0101 abi m\u0101kslinieki tik\u0101s ar\u012b ar da\u017e\u0101da vecuma, kult\u016bru un profesiju skat\u012bt\u0101jiem R\u0113zekn\u0113 un R\u012bg\u0101, un vi\u0146u sarunas tika dokument\u0113tas un iek\u013cautas \u201cun tad durvis atkal atv\u0113r\u0101s\u201d arh\u012bv\u0101. Festiv\u0101la laik\u0101 Davids un Simone v\u0113l\u0113j\u0101s p\u0113t\u012bt \u0161os arh\u012bva materi\u0101lus kop\u0101 ar viet\u0113jo m\u0101kslinieku grupu, lai kop\u012bgi mekl\u0113tu idejas nel\u016bgtam pakalpojumam. \u0160\u012b ir pirm\u0101 reize, kad meistardarbn\u012bc\u0101 integr\u0113ts Simones Basani projekts “Unrequested Services”.<\/p>\n

Notikumu \u012bsteno \u201cACT: m\u0101ksla, klimats, p\u0101rmai\u0146as\u201d. Atbalsta ES programma \u201cRado\u0161\u0101 Eiropa\u201d.<\/p>\n

“ACT: m\u0101ksla, klimats un p\u0101rmai\u0146as\u201d<\/a> ir Eiropas l\u012bme\u0146a sadarb\u012bbas projekts, kura uzman\u012bbas centr\u0101 ir ekolo\u0123ija, klimats un soci\u0101l\u0101s p\u0101rmai\u0146as. Klimata kr\u012bzes, masveida izmir\u0161anas un augo\u0161as nevienl\u012bdz\u012bbas laik\u0101 projekta partneri str\u0101d\u0101 kop\u0101 ar m\u0101ksliniekiem, zin\u0101tniekiem un akt\u012bvistiem, lai mekl\u0113tu cer\u012bbu, apvienotu pla\u0161u glob\u0101lo perspekt\u012bvu ar specifisk\u0101m lok\u0101laj\u0101m iesp\u0113j\u0101m un aicin\u0101tu r\u012bkoties. \u201cACT\u201d t\u012bklojum\u0101 darbojas 10 partneri no 10 Eiropas valst\u012bm. Papildu info: artclimatetransition.eu<\/a><\/p>\n

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Starptautisk\u0101 jaun\u0101 te\u0101tra festiv\u0101la “Homo Novus” laik\u0101 re\u017eisora Davida V\u0113bera-Krebsa un kuratora un dramaturga Simones Basani vad\u012bb\u0101 \u010detri dal\u012bbnieki str\u0101d\u0101ja pie sav\u0101m nel\u016bgto pakalpojumu idej\u0101m. Ievas Velbergas ideja par nel\u016bgto pakalpojumu ir rezult\u0113jusies projekt\u0101 \u201cSt\u0101sti par nelaim\u012bgu m\u012blest\u012bbu\u201d.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5524,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"inline_featured_image":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[103,102],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5523","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-act","category-arhivets"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theatre.kondrats.dev\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5523","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theatre.kondrats.dev\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theatre.kondrats.dev\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theatre.kondrats.dev\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theatre.kondrats.dev\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5523"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/theatre.kondrats.dev\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5523\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theatre.kondrats.dev\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5524"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theatre.kondrats.dev\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5523"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theatre.kondrats.dev\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5523"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theatre.kondrats.dev\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5523"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}